| I haven't written in a while
I'm feeling trapped... I feel like I cant talk or do what I want
I'm in a constant fog because I feel like he has to tell me what is okay and what is not
I dont sleep anymore... if I do.. I dream... and they aren't good
Sleep is my only escape though... its all I've got right now
My canker sores are coming back....
... the unhappy pained ashley is coming back...
I cant have this.. |
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| I'm not quite sure about how I feel... I look at the rankings on myspace... they are dropping... whats wrong with me?
I customer proposed to me at work the other day... akward...
And all the boys... they hang out with me at work... they always stay around my register when they aren't doing anything...
I've lost 30 since school started in the fall...
Honestly, what is wrong with me?
Somebody tell me |
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| It was a very long week at work... almost 40 hours... one day off then a whole lot more
I'm watching Napolean Dynamite for the first time...
very cute |
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| Work is kicking my ass.... omg
I'd like someone to visit me
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| Holy shit... my body aches... I can't warm up... my skin is blue... I'm shaking
I should have gone to bed at 9... maybe I'll do that tonight... I'm getting sick
I'm drinking coffee to try and perk up.... fuck sox lost
Queer eye for the straight guy - Red Sox tonight at 9... I think its set to tivo
sigh |
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